Dear Juliet,
i had this relationship when i was in my first year of college, i had to say our relationship didn't last long because i broke up with him, I sensed that relationship we had isnt working anymore. then after several months or a year, we became close again but this time no commitment, no strings attached. his love for me never died, he has always been there for me all this time. until, he helped me out and we both went to a place. it was a horrible experience for me that our wonderful relationship is so ruined because of that incident. everything fell apart. i didn't talk to him for almost 9 months and now he already has someone new.
i got hurt, because i didn't know that he's moved on already. i got hurt because he has someone new. he has love me for 3 years, it was me, all me. and now, it was hard for me to accept the truth that he doesn't love me anymore. i got so overconfident that it will be me all this time and no matter what happen and what it takes. Guess i was wrong, so wrong. He got tired of waiting, waiting and waiting. He cannot wait anymore and so he has look for new one.
it was really painful, i cried everyday and all the hurt is all combing back to me. everytime i see him, i cant help but cry, most especially when i hear something about him and he's girlfriend. I went to back smoking and drinking hard, because maybe it will help somehow to ease the pain. i really felt sorry for all the troubles and bad memories i've caused him.
im such a jerk, he's a good person, and perfect boyfriend but i let him go. and now i cant take him back.
juliet, what should i do to move on? pls help me. thank you.
truly yours,
Clestelyn
This is a tuesday morning. i havent taken my shower and im stuck in my room fixing my closet. this is the result.
My sembreak only starts only today even though it officially started last saturday, but since my tito died we had to go to Pampanga for the weekend. On Monday, we went to Batangas, on Marlex's house for his birthday celebration. Enjoyed a lot since its the last bonding of our class for the semester.
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