i was inspired to write this blog, entitled "Lets just fall in love again" because of the movies i have seen lately about true love. i can say that i have once my true love, but i let it go. i missed the chance every girl's dream of having once true love. and until now, im still thinking about it, everything about our relationship, everything about him. and i can say that, until now, im still hoping that one day our love will be form again, and for once we will be given another chance and opportunity to love each other. this relationship i had was 6 years ago. sometimes im losing hope that someday we'll be together again. that was long long ago, is there really a possibilty? i hope so. i can say that, of all the relationship i had, my relationship with him i considered it as my true love. the best relationship i had of all my past relationships. if there's one thing i regret in my life is that i let my true love slipped away. and until now, i always brought that regret. no matter how many times, i said sorry for all the hurt ive caused him, i know its not enough. i will never remove the pain ive caused him. i should have just love him in every chance, moment i got before, so that i dont feel regrets in me today. i feel sad, terrible and shy that i am the first girl she loved and our relationship was terrible. we were still young that then, we dont have any idea of how to act and love each other the way it should be. they said, that moving on is human nature? but why until now, i cant moved on. is this what do they call true love? i had my relationship after our relationship, and i can say that i have never felt the feeling i had when i was with him. how i wish i could turn back the time and promise to love him in every way. i hope he could read this.
they say that true love can wait, 6 years of waititng is long, but im still waiting. because i know in my heart we still have this special connection. we just dont show it because we are still guessing each others move. id just felt it. until now, we cant avoid seeing each other or heard news from each other because we have common friends. true love can wait and im going to wait. i will always love you, and you'll be forever in my heart.
all i know right now is that, all the pain in me,im willing to forget it all, just for us to be given another chance.
i cant mention his name. hehe.